Can Smell The Beyond Hope

 

Me in 2020

"You asked the wrong question!" was a statement that was made that turned out to be NOT a little "personal" towards myself as a broadcast journalist at that time. Although still young, I had been trained to be a "center-minded" journalist, trained to maintain ethics and integrity in reports include the interview.

But the 2022-tragedy at that time was very complicated: where I was assigned to report a "past-investigation case" which I believed was indeed a violation of ethics. Involving a famous lawyer, even in his political field and an elderly person who had long forgotten his past.

It was not a PERSONAL expression, it was an expression of PROFESSIONALISM in composing a journalistic manuscript in a visual form ethically.

It was about a case: technical errors in medical and legal institutions at that time, and I believe there were FACTUAL ERRORS, which could cause extreme CONTROVERSY.

There may be a little mistake when PITCHING regarding the SENSATIONAL topic involved, but I was forced to be LIKE THEM/HIM/HER and I RESISTED.

When you start to resist, then there is Defamation against yourself: H is a drug addict, H smokes stone, H disappears, H can't do work....

In fact, that expression is not true at all, I believe my pro-friends like Nik Ezanee, Suhaily, JSPT, JSJ, JSJN, including Bukit Aman, ( ATM also ) know how I work... and how THEY work, for the customs officers, Informer-Informer who I believe is legitimate.... including politicians who I don't need to mention (Believe me they are shaking, afraid to call me back, and they are losing money) - professionally I will not contact them. 

I don't take drugs, I don't sell drugs, I have sent a letter of resignation where myself calculated that there is no SALARY for MYSELF!!!

It's true, there are many offers beyond the field that I don't want, it's a matter of dignity, our work isn't finished yet. I can smell beyond that...

'Ask questions' whether it's about money or integrity.... WE choose integrity, although it’s unpleasant.

P.S. Bring Me Back.... Don't be coward by humiliating me... I am still blogging in peace...